《致 初戀》
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我是不會再快樂的。當我們太早看過生命中自以爲的美好，我們是不會再快樂的。
關於雪山，第一次我們遇見的地方叫阿根廷。那一年，是我第一次揹起背包，成為別人眼中任性的人。從此這個地方成為了我最快樂的回憶也是我心中的一條刺。去年我又到了南美，我以為自己一定會回去，但原來美好的回憶只適合用作收藏。我們都應該明白，有種事情是可一不可再。
我説阿根廷是我最喜歡的地方，如果你問我為什麼，我會答我不知道。我曾經好用力去記住我們之間的事，快樂的、難忘的、痛苦的，我更認為那段時光是我願意交換所有去重拾的。但三年過去了，記不記得那些小事也都無關痛癢，但我還是記得那時候的我是絕對快樂的。記憶有時好奇怪，我們會忘記發生了什麼事，但感覺嘛，是一種過了很多年還存在心中的東西，尤其是那種回不去的快樂。
隨年月過去，每一次出發前的心情變得愈來愈輕鬆，又好像沒那麼刻骨銘心。我不要成為一個活在過去的人，我對自己說。但回憶這麼燦爛，又叫我情何以堪呢？
至少我曾經是快樂的。當我們太早看過生命中自以爲的美好，至少我們曾經是快樂的，是嗎？
《To: puppy love》
I am not going to feel happiness anymore. When we have seen those what we thought it was the most beautiful in our life, we are not going to feel happiness anymore.
About snow mountains, the first time we met was in Argentina. That year, it was the first time I carried my backpack, and become one of those bad girl who left home and wander. After all, my happy memories belong to Argentina, and I am not able to get it else where anymore. Last year, I went back to South America and I thought I would go back, but then I realise something in life is only going to happen once.
I would say Argentina is my favourite country, but if you ask me the reason behind, I will say I don't really know. I tried very hard to remember all the things that happened between us, and I thought I am willing to exchange everything just for going back to those good old times. Then three years past, it's not that important anymore to remember those little things, but I can still tell I was really happy. Memorise are tricky sometimes, we won't be able to remember all the details in between, but we can always remember what we feel at that moment.
As time goes by, every time I feel easier to start travelling away from home, but i never feel the same excitement anymore. I don't want to live in the past, I told myself. But memorise are such a beautiful thing, how can I let go?
At least I felt happiness once. When we have seen those what we thought it was the most beautiful in our life, at least we felt happiness once. That's more then nothing, right?
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